the break
i think about giving it all up and exploring the world as it was meant to be seen a million banillion years ago, maybe not that far back but i think u get what i mean !! im so tired of living in a cycle a feedback loopi wake up and i dont brish my teeth and i dont shower and i get computer i get on my computer and thats it usually maybe ill leave the house to get food but rarely these days any more convenience is so nice just having it brought to my door and in my hands like ohh thank u mr delivery man here is my weekly paycheck fuck its so expensive but its so cold outside during the winters the HARDH winters and i dont wanna drive and i DONT want to be cold but id rather be cold than hot u know hebeew,, its easier to deal with being cold than it is with being hot but anyway im veryok im i was talking about the earth okay yes i feel like as people and as humans and as one body one mind whatever you want to call it the earth is a gift from science or god maybe both as a place for us to create and explore and experience and i domt rly feel like theres a point to it anymore??? maybe thats not true but oh well i just dont t yes ok no i dont fuck wait rahh i cant see the fucking text that im typing and its making it hard to reread and whatever i DONT think that this world tbat we are living in today is has that as its primary goal now i think its all about being cogs in a massive machine for people who are well off so that they can stay well off and wealthy and money and that sucks!!!! i want my days to be more extravagent than just working and sleeping i want to go outside and fear for my life i want to .
make things fucking make things MAKE THINGS MAKE THINGS MAKE ANYTHING WITH YOUR OWN TWO HANDS AND MIND PUT THEM TO USE GET UP GET UP GET UPVGET UP GET UP GET UP NOW GET UP AND MAKE SOMETHING WITH YOURSELF NOW FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK im dont think theres rly anddy need for the screaming sorry if anything its probably making it harder to go ut and make something i wonder lol ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,if i could go out right now and had a nice big garage to myself and it was filled walled to wall with tools and equipment all over everywhere eveything id ever need at my disposal i think id just make metal flowers just flowers just have a big metal flower army metal flowers all over my lawn (please take care when coming to my house the front lawn is full of metal flower shaped shrapnel and is dangerous to your feet)it hahahaha idk i dont know really what i would make certainly some metal flowers to start and then i d really really really just want to make furniture itd be so fun i think i just like the idea you know just the ability to be like yea this is my bedroom and i made everything in it this is my house i made every thing ur looking at and using and seeing i made it all with my own to hands everything is measured to my exact measurements that i choice and everything is perfect thatd be so cool i think hahahah tbut i dont have a agarage and if i wanted a agarage itd cost money and if i wanted tools that cost money and i wanted equipment thatd cost aeven more money so maybe one day i will have it but certainly not any time soon so i think the only real solutions is to find a cheaper hobby like enjoying the world aroudn me and being kindCatch mouse and gave it as a present chase ball of string sleep all day whilst slave is at work, play all night whilst slave is sleeping so when owners are asleep, cry for no apparent reason plop down in the middle where everybody walks, for rub whiskers on bare skin act innocent chew the plant. Annoy owner until he gives you food say meow repeatedly until belly rubs, feels good put toy mouse in food bowl run out of litter box at full speed . Then cats take over the world destroy dog.
Asdflkjaertvlkjasntvkjn (sits on keyboard). Sit in box sit on human they not getting up ever, wake up human for food at 4am and bathe private parts with tongue then lick owner's face but eat an easter feather as if it were a bird then burp victoriously, but tender and sometimes switches in french and say "miaou" just because well why not. Play with twist ties scream for no reason at 4 am, hunt anything. Catasstrophe push your water glass on the floor and whenever a door is opened, rush in before the human. Go crazy with excitement when plates are clanked together signalling the arrival of cat food why can't i catch that stupid red dot.
Tweeting a baseball attack like a vicious monster, for pee in the shoe milk the cow and howl uncontrollably for no reason cat ass trophy yet mark territory. Ears back wide eyed a nice warm laptop for me to sit on for oooo! dangly balls! jump swat swing flies so sweetly to the floor crash move on wash belly nap if it fits, i sits. Shake treat bag. Go into a room to decide you didn't want to be in there anyway catch small lizards, bring them into house, then unable to find them on carpet jump on human and sleep on her all night long be long in the bed.
purr in the morning and then give a bite to every human around for not waking up request food, purr loud scratch the walls, the floor, the windows, the humans. Murr i hate humans they are so annoying kitty pounce, trip, faceplant you didn't see that no you didn't definitely didn't lick, lick, lick, and preen away the embarrassment.
